{"id":196,"date":"2026-02-13T08:54:54","date_gmt":"2026-02-13T08:54:54","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/tolksen.org.tr\/?p=196"},"modified":"2026-03-15T11:08:23","modified_gmt":"2026-03-15T11:08:23","slug":"ayni-masadan-notlar-baslarken","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tolksen.org.tr\/en\/2026\/02\/13\/ayni-masadan-notlar-baslarken\/","title":{"rendered":"Ayn\u0131 Masadan Notlar-Ba\u015flarken"},"content":{"rendered":"

Ayn\u0131 Masadan Notlar-Ba\u015flarken<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ayn\u0131 masa, yeni bak\u0131\u015f.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ayn\u0131 Masadan Yeni Bir Ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7 M\u00fcmk\u00fcn m\u00fc?<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ben s\u0131radan bir kamu \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan\u0131y\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sorumlulu\u011funu yerine getirmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan, bazen i\u015fimi mi yapay\u0131m yoksa insanlar\u0131 m\u0131 idare edeyim diye bocalayan, yine de yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u015fin anlaml\u0131 olmas\u0131n\u0131 isteyen biriyim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dosyalar, yaz\u0131\u015fmalar ve toplant\u0131lar aras\u0131nda ve bazen olduk\u00e7a sakin ge\u00e7en g\u00fcn\u00fcn sonunda \u201cGer\u00e7ekten neyi de\u011fi\u015ftirdim?\u201d diye kendine soran biriyim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130lerliyor muyum, geriliyor muyum (iki anlamda da), yoksa sadece \u00e7ok d\u00fczenli bir \u015fekilde yerimde mi say\u0131yorum diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnen biriyim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u0131\u015ftan \u00e7ok sakin ve ne yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilen g\u00f6r\u00fcnse de (\u00e7ok rahat, \u00e7ok profesyonel) i\u00e7ten i\u00e7e \u201cBen ne yap\u0131yorum, nereye gidiyorum?\u201d diye sorgulayan biriyim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u015fin sadece tamamlanm\u0131\u015f olmas\u0131n\u0131 de\u011fil, anlaml\u0131 olmas\u0131n\u0131 isteyen biriyim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Potansiyelini kullan\u0131p kullanmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kendine d\u00fcr\u00fcst\u00e7e sormaktan \u00e7ekinmeyen biriyim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bazen yanl\u0131\u015f yapar\u0131m korkusuyla geri duran, bunun kurumu da kendimi de b\u00fcy\u00fctmedi\u011fini fark etmi\u015f biriyim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ayn\u0131 zamanda bir ev idare eden, i\u015f ile hayat aras\u0131nda denge kurmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan biriyim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ben, \u00e7ocu\u011funun sorular\u0131na cevap verirken kendi sorular\u0131n\u0131 da i\u00e7inde ta\u015f\u0131yan biriyim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ve belki de en \u00f6nemlisi, bu sorular\u0131 tek ba\u015f\u0131na ta\u015f\u0131mak istemeyen biriyim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc biliyorum ki ayn\u0131 masalarda, ayn\u0131 dosyalar\u0131n aras\u0131nda, ayn\u0131 teredd\u00fctleri ya\u015fayan ba\u015fka insanlar da var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Belki hepimiz i\u015fimizi yap\u0131yoruz. Ama i\u00e7imizde ba\u015fka bir \u015fey daha k\u0131p\u0131rd\u0131yor:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Daha anlaml\u0131 olmak\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Daha cesur olmak\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Daha g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr olmak\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Belki de ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7, masay\u0131 de\u011fi\u015ftirmek de\u011fildir. Ayn\u0131 masaya ba\u015fka bir niyetle oturabilmektir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ve evet\u2026Ben art\u0131k yerimde sayarak de\u011fil, bilin\u00e7li bir \u015fekilde ad\u0131m atarak ilerlemek istiyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ayn\u0131 masadan\u2026Ama ayn\u0131 yerden de\u011fil\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Belki de as\u0131l soru \u015fudur:<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ger\u00e7ekten bir ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7 yapmaya, hem de ayn\u0131 masadan, haz\u0131r m\u0131y\u0131z?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir Kamu \u00c7al\u0131\u015fan\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

12.02.2026-Ankara<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Ayn\u0131 Masadan Notlar-Ba\u015flarken Ayn\u0131 masa, yeni bak\u0131\u015f. Ayn\u0131 Masadan Yeni Bir Ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7 M\u00fcmk\u00fcn m\u00fc? Ben s\u0131radan bir kamu \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan\u0131y\u0131m. Sorumlulu\u011funu […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"site-sidebar-layout":"default","site-content-layout":"","ast-site-content-layout":"default","site-content-style":"default","site-sidebar-style":"default","ast-global-header-display":"","ast-banner-title-visibility":"","ast-main-header-display":"","ast-hfb-above-header-display":"","ast-hfb-below-header-display":"","ast-hfb-mobile-header-display":"","site-post-title":"","ast-breadcrumbs-content":"","ast-featured-img":"","footer-sml-layout":"","theme-transparent-header-meta":"","adv-header-id-meta":"","stick-header-meta":"","header-above-stick-meta":"","header-main-stick-meta":"","header-below-stick-meta":"","astra-migrate-meta-layouts":"default","ast-page-background-enabled":"default","ast-page-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"ast-content-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-4)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-4)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-4)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"footnotes":""},"categories":[9,8],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-196","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uyemizden-s-e","category-yazilar"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tolksen.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/196","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tolksen.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tolksen.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tolksen.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tolksen.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=196"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/tolksen.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/196\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":208,"href":"https:\/\/tolksen.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/196\/revisions\/208"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tolksen.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=196"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tolksen.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=196"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tolksen.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=196"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}