Sonunda ben de “yan masa”daki arkada\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n bask\u0131lar\u0131na dayanamay\u0131p yazma karar\u0131 ald\u0131m. Bu yaz\u0131lar rutin olur mu bilemiyorum. Ancak \u00e7\u0131k\u0131lan baz\u0131 yolculuklarda, yolun nereye varaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6remiyorsak bu yolculukta da nereye varaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilemeden ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f bulunuyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bug\u00fcn aram\u0131zdan ayr\u0131lan merhum \u0130lber Ortayl\u0131\u2019n\u0131n bir konu\u015fmas\u0131nda s\u00f6yledi\u011fi c\u00fcmle yeniden dola\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131 sosyal medyada:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cHayat \u00e7ok k\u0131sa. B\u00fct\u00fcn m\u00fchim olan \u015fey, tayin edemeyece\u011fimiz bir \u00f6mr\u00fc verimli hale getirmek.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Bu c\u00fcmle ilk bak\u0131\u015fta insan\u0131n hayat\u0131na dair genel bir nasihat gibi duruyor, ama memur i\u00e7in bu s\u00f6z biraz daha a\u011f\u0131r bir anlam ta\u015f\u0131yor. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc memuriyet dedi\u011fimiz \u015fey, asl\u0131nda insan\u0131n \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc mesai saatleriyle \u00f6l\u00e7meye ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir hayat bi\u00e7imi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Sabah ayn\u0131 saatte gelinen bir bina.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ayn\u0131 koridorlar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ayn\u0131 \u00e7ay bardaklar\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ayn\u0131 \u201c\u015fimdilik b\u00f6yle yapal\u0131m\u201d c\u00fcmleleri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Y\u0131llar ge\u00e7iyor. \u0130nsan, i\u00e7inde bulundu\u011fu anda de\u011fil, \u00e7o\u011fu zaman geriye d\u00f6n\u00fcp bak\u0131nca anl\u0131yor baz\u0131 \u015feyleri ve fark ediyor ki hayat dedi\u011fimiz \u015fey b\u00fcy\u00fck k\u0131r\u0131lmalarla de\u011fil k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck tekrarlarla ilerliyor bir memur i\u00e7in.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Zaman\u0131n Garip Ak\u0131\u015f\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n Memuriyetin en tuhaf taraf\u0131, zamanla kurdu\u011fu ili\u015fki.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Bir yandan g\u00fcnlerin \u00e7ok h\u0131zl\u0131 ge\u00e7ti\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrken di\u011fer yandan y\u0131llar sanki ayn\u0131 yerinde kalm\u0131\u015f gibi hissediyorsun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Her g\u00fcn o masaya oturuyorsun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Bir yaz\u0131 yaz\u0131yorsun, bir toplant\u0131ya giriyorsun, bir dosya kapat\u0131yorsun. Ertesi g\u00fcn yine ayn\u0131s\u0131..<\/p>\n\n\n\n Bir s\u00fcre sonra Tanp\u0131nar\u2019\u0131n \u015fiirindeki o me\u015fhur c\u00fcmlesini daha iyi anl\u0131yorsun:<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cNe i\u00e7indeyim zaman\u0131n, ne de b\u00fcsb\u00fct\u00fcn d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n Memuriyet tam olarak b\u00f6yle bir yer. Zaman\u0131n i\u00e7indesin ama bazen hayat\u0131n ritmini yakalayam\u0131yorsun, vasat d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn \u015fark\u0131c\u0131s\u0131 gibi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ko\u015fuyormu\u015f hissediyorsun ama bir yerde durmu\u015f gibisin \u00e7ember i\u00e7inde ko\u015fan hamster gibi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Bu y\u00fczden insan bazen kendi kendine ke\u015fke y\u0131llar\u0131 sadece ko\u015fturmakla de\u011fil, daha \u00e7ok \u00f6\u011frenerek ve kendimi farkl\u0131 alanlarda geli\u015ftirerek ge\u00e7irseydim diyor. <\/p>\n\n\n\n Faber est suae quisque fortunae (Herkes kendi kaderinin ustas\u0131d\u0131r)<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n Bir g\u00fcn maziye d\u00f6n\u00fcp bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda b\u00fcy\u00fck kahramanl\u0131klar olmayacak muhtemelen ama d\u00fczg\u00fcn yap\u0131lm\u0131\u015f i\u015fler olmas\u0131 k\u00e2fi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Belki de “verimli bir \u00f6m\u00fcr” tam olarak budur, belki de kendi kaderimin ustal\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u00fczg\u00fcn yap\u0131lm\u0131\u015f i\u015flerdir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u0130n\u015fallah gelecekte ke\u015fkelerimiz az olur ve \u201cen az\u0131ndan elimden geleni yapt\u0131m\u201d diyebilece\u011fimiz bir hayat\u0131m\u0131z olur vesselam..<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u0130lber Ortayl\u0131’ya rahmet olsun…<\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Sonunda ben de “yan masa”daki arkada\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n bask\u0131lar\u0131na dayanamay\u0131p yazma karar\u0131 ald\u0131m. Bu yaz\u0131lar rutin olur mu bilemiyorum. Ancak \u00e7\u0131k\u0131lan baz\u0131 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"site-sidebar-layout":"default","site-content-layout":"","ast-site-content-layout":"default","site-content-style":"default","site-sidebar-style":"default","ast-global-header-display":"","ast-banner-title-visibility":"","ast-main-header-display":"","ast-hfb-above-header-display":"","ast-hfb-below-header-display":"","ast-hfb-mobile-header-display":"","site-post-title":"","ast-breadcrumbs-content":"","ast-featured-img":"","footer-sml-layout":"","theme-transparent-header-meta":"","adv-header-id-meta":"","stick-header-meta":"","header-above-stick-meta":"","header-main-stick-meta":"","header-below-stick-meta":"","astra-migrate-meta-layouts":"default","ast-page-background-enabled":"default","ast-page-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"ast-content-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-4)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-4)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-4)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"footnotes":""},"categories":[10,8],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-264","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uyemizden-o-y","category-yazilar"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tolksen.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/264","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tolksen.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tolksen.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tolksen.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tolksen.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=264"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/tolksen.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/264\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":297,"href":"https:\/\/tolksen.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/264\/revisions\/297"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tolksen.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=264"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tolksen.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=264"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tolksen.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=264"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}