Ge\u00e7en g\u00fcn karde\u015fim bana sordu: \u201cSenin ki\u015fisel menk\u0131ben ne?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
G\u00fclerek \u201cAf buyur?\u201d dedim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cYani hayat\u0131n\u0131n amac\u0131\u2026 Geriye d\u00f6n\u00fcp bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u2018i\u015fte hayat\u0131m\u0131n hik\u00e2yesi bu\u2019 dedi\u011fin \u015fey ne?\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hemen akl\u0131ma, aylar \u00f6nce bir podcastte duyup kendime sorup durdu\u011fum S\u00f8ren Kierkegaard\u2019\u0131n o sorusu geldi: \u201cYaradan benimle ne kastetmi\u015f olabilir?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cevab\u0131 bulamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 tahmin edersiniz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bulamay\u0131nca \u015funu fark ettim. Ben galiba meseleyi fazla b\u00fcy\u00fctm\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm. Ki\u015fisel menk\u0131beyi de yarat\u0131c\u0131n\u0131n benden kast\u0131n\u0131 da\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sanki cevap \u00e7ok uzaklarda, \u00e7ok b\u00fcy\u00fck \u015feylerin i\u00e7indeymi\u015f gibi\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Herhalde bu saatten sonra kansere \u00e7are bulamam.
Nobel \u00d6d\u00fcl\u00fc alamam.
D\u00fcnyan\u0131n seyrini de\u011fi\u015ftiremem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
E o zaman?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Benimle ne kast edildi? Benim ki\u015fisel menk\u0131bem ne?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Belki de ki\u015fisel menk\u0131bem, bulundu\u011fum yerde en iyisini yapmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmakt\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Belki de benim hikayem, tam da bulundu\u011fum yerde yaz\u0131l\u0131yordur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir devlet dairesinde\u2026
Ayn\u0131 masada\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir g\u00fcn bir arkada\u015f\u0131ma \u201cBir insan\u0131n nas\u0131l bir tane bile yetene\u011fi olmaz, ba\u015fka ilgi alan\u0131 olmaz?\u201d diye dert yanarken bana \u015f\u00f6yle dedi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201c\u0130nsanlarla ileti\u015fimin \u00e7ok iyi, bu bir yetenek de\u011fil mi?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u015ea\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc ben yetenek deyince bir spor dal\u0131, bir enstr\u00fcman d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordum.
Faydal\u0131 i\u015f deyince de doktorluk, \u00f6\u011fretmenlik, psikologluk\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ya herkesin yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z \u015feyler, asl\u0131nda herkesin yapamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015feylerse?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Velev ki herkesin yapabildi\u011fi \u015feyler, ya mevzu o \u015feylerle bulundu\u011fumuz yerde nas\u0131l bir fark olu\u015fturdu\u011fumuzsa?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cBen ne yapabilirim, insanlarla nas\u0131l ba\u011f kurabilirim?\u201d diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrken Sendika sayfas\u0131 ve Sendika Ba\u015fkan\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n s\u00fcrekli yaz\u0131n dedi\u011fi akl\u0131ma geldi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cYazay\u0131m\u201d dedim. \u201cBir k\u00f6\u015fem olsun.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
B\u00fcy\u00fck kitlelere ula\u015fm\u0131yor belki, ama hani derler ya: \u201cBir ki\u015fiye bile faydam olsa yeter.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Benim faydam\u0131n dokundu\u011fu o bir ki\u015fi kim biliyor musunuz?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ben.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc yazd\u0131k\u00e7a daha dikkatli okuyorum. Yani asl\u0131nda\u2026Ben de\u011fi\u015fiyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ben d\u00fcnyay\u0131 de\u011fi\u015ftirmek zorunda de\u011filim! Ama kendi d\u00fcnyam\u0131 de\u011fi\u015ftirebilirim!<\/p>\n\n\n\n Hem de ayn\u0131 masadan!<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ayn\u0131 masa, yeni bak\u0131\u015f.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n Bir Kamu \u00c7al\u0131\u015fan\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n 03.04.2026-Ankara<\/strong><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Ge\u00e7en g\u00fcn karde\u015fim bana sordu: \u201cSenin ki\u015fisel menk\u0131ben ne?\u201d G\u00fclerek \u201cAf buyur?\u201d dedim. \u201cYani hayat\u0131n\u0131n amac\u0131\u2026 Geriye d\u00f6n\u00fcp bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u2018i\u015fte […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"site-sidebar-layout":"default","site-content-layout":"","ast-site-content-layout":"default","site-content-style":"default","site-sidebar-style":"default","ast-global-header-display":"","ast-banner-title-visibility":"","ast-main-header-display":"","ast-hfb-above-header-display":"","ast-hfb-below-header-display":"","ast-hfb-mobile-header-display":"","site-post-title":"","ast-breadcrumbs-content":"","ast-featured-img":"","footer-sml-layout":"","theme-transparent-header-meta":"","adv-header-id-meta":"","stick-header-meta":"","header-above-stick-meta":"","header-main-stick-meta":"","header-below-stick-meta":"","astra-migrate-meta-layouts":"default","ast-page-background-enabled":"default","ast-page-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"ast-content-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-4)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-4)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-4)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"footnotes":""},"categories":[9,8],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-358","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uyemizden-s-e","category-yazilar"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tolksen.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/358","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tolksen.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tolksen.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tolksen.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tolksen.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=358"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/tolksen.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/358\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":360,"href":"https:\/\/tolksen.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/358\/revisions\/360"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tolksen.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=358"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tolksen.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=358"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tolksen.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=358"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
Kitaplar\u0131n alt\u0131n\u0131 daha \u00e7ok \u00e7iziyorum.
Daha fazla d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum.
\u0130nsanlar\u0131 daha iyi g\u00f6zlemliyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n